I don’t remember anything from last night…please don’t tell me that I drunk texted any of you.
Self-Para
Brian glanced at the latest text from Joe, and threw his phone across the room. It broke in two as it hit the wall, chipping off some of the paint as well. Just great, he thought. How could Joe not see how he was feeling? He knew he would have been a better boyfriend for Devin than Joe was, but nobody else could see it. It frustrated him to no end.
He opened the door to the fridge in his new kitchen. He had moved into an apartment in Chicago, while Brant and Lily had accepted his offer to buy his old house in California. He pulled out a beer, and chugged it down in mere seconds before craving another one. He made his way through 3 drinks before he began to feel it go to his head and loosen up his body. He loved the way it felt, and decided to take out the expensive bottle of vodka in his liquor cabinet.
He stared at it for a few seconds, remembering what he had bought it for. He was saving it for the day Devin got out of the hospital, and they would be able to celebrate together. I might as well have it now, he thought, and poured himself a drink mixed with whatever else he could find in his fridge.
He drank and drank until he couldn’t see straight, and he felt absolutely pathetic. What kind of person gets drunk by themselves on a Tuesday night? He had almost finished a third of the bottle by the time he decided to stop, but it was too late.
Everything began to go black, and before he knew it, he couldn’t see anything anymore. He couldn’t think. He was nothing.
- Brian: How could you do that to her?
- Joe: It's not your business.
- Brian: Yes, it is my business. How long has that been going on? I completely gave up on Devin because I wanted you two to be happy together, when you clearly didn't want to be with her as much as I did.
- Joe: Look, man. I'm not in the mood right now. Devin's the love of my life and I know how big of an asshole I am. I don't need you to tell me that. Looks like you got your wish.
- Brian: You don't know how much you could hurt her, do you?
- Joe: I'm in love with her! She's my world, completely. You think I would do anything to fuck that up purposfully?
- Brian: Didn't you?
- Brian: How could you do that to her?
- Joe: It's not your business.
- Brian: Yes, it is my business. How long has that been going on? I completely gave up on Devin because I wanted you two to be happy together, when you clearly didn't want to be with her as much as I did.
- Joe: Look, man. I'm not in the mood right now. Devin's the love of my life and I know how big of an asshole I am. I don't need you to tell me that. Looks like you got your wish.
- Brian: You don't know how much you could hurt her, do you?
- Brian: How could you do that to her?
- Joe: It's not your business.
- Brian: Yes, it is my business. How long has that been going on? I completely gave up on Devin because I wanted you two to be happy together, when you clearly didn't want to be with her as much as I did.
- Brian: How could you do that to her?
Tweet:
(DM) Not much to talk about.
Are you sure? I saw the pictures. What a jerk.
I know. I know. I just… want to be left alone right now.
If you say so. I’m here if you need me.
Tweet:
devdevnumnums: How was I so stupid and blind to see that you were drifting away from me?
Brian_Rosenthal: @devdevnumnums Are you alright? Can we talk about this?
(DM) Not much to talk about.
Are you sure? I saw the pictures. What a jerk.
Tweet:
devdevnumnums: How was I so stupid and blind to see that you were drifting away from me?
Brian_Rosenthal: @devdevnumnums Are you alright? Can we talk about this?
ooc; sorry I haven’t been on lately, I haven’t had Internet access in my house for a while and could only use library computers, and tumblr wouldn’t work on those :/ but I’m back!
